Monday, March 31, 2025

 


 


Grief dances

Grief dances her way
through the streets of the slum
while the women whisper— 

No shame.

Grief lingers obtrusively
in the corner of your eye 
at every family gathering—

Sprinkles distaste on all your old favorites.

Grief hounds you at home,
begs you to leave,
wishes you would stay—

Never satisfied, like a mother, with your choice.

Grief returns 
like the cowboy in a western
come to duel for the soul 
of a dusty decrepit town.

She returns 
like the shivering autumn leaves
to the dirt,
like your unrelated aunt 
showing up to visit unannounced.

Grief crashes
to the floor like a pot 
from the kitchen cabinet 
in the middle of the night.

She is a sudden summer thunderstorm.

Grief returns 
like the hair tie you lost,
the water bottle you forgot about
and don’t want to wash,
like the cilantro you left in the fridge.

She returns 
like the golden retriever
at the end of Homeward Bound—

Stubborn, relentless,
            kissing your wet, 
                            messy face.

— olivia gwyn 


Thursday, March 27, 2025

 

Lately I am tender

Lately everything
matters and hurts too much
and I feel young and tender
and jerk back from feeling
before it takes over

Lately I try to breathe 
against the hurt of the world
people are dying, wanting,
fighting, losing, losing,
and I know them all

Lately I count money
to a soundtrack of an empty room
an empty seat at someone's table
and this is all too ugly for a poem
and I hate it and I hate it
and I want it to be gone

Lately I am tender 
but some people can't afford to be

Lately I am tender
and look for gentleness in your face
and I can't always see
but your face too is tender
and it weeps for all these things

— olivia gwyn