Thursday, January 28, 2021

even the darkness



Even the darkness

Even the darkness
Even the darkness
Even the darkness

I repeat to myself in the darkness
I scream to myself in the darkness
I breathe to myself in the darkness

In the garden
Was it not darkness to you?
In the garden

When your sweat and blood mixed with the dirt
and your body weary, strained, crying,
knowing what was coming next?

Were you afraid when you asked your Father to take it away,
when you pleaded if there's any other way,
knowing there was none?

Did you love him so much it hurt?
Was it physical, emotional, spiritual, mental–
the excruciating pain?

Did you love me so much it hurt?

The thought of being separated, torn apart,
despised, buried, suffocating, abandoned 
by your friends as you chose to die eternally for them

Was it dark to you then?
It is dark to me sometimes

I see redemption coming,
but, here, it is dark

— olivia gwyn




Even the darkness is not dark to you;
    the night is bright as the day,
    for darkness is as light with you.
Psalm 139:12